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1.
Maze 04:12
(Verse1) I'm sitting in a maze a glare on my face I'm just standing around deaf and blind (bridge) if I only had a drink now maybe I could even think about when I only could walk home then I wouldn't have to talk to you (chorus) This time it'll be different this time I'll stand up face the music I know I'll lose it light the fire in me cuz I wanna see the end of me (verse 2) Pulling the trigger no help's on the way tripping over despite what they say
2.
Low 03:30
(verse1) not answering calls it's dark inside I left last september cuz of all the rain can't find the words so I don't bother can't see clear so I shut my eyes (bridge) no matter what I do the stench remains no matter what I Say it won't move away so I have to walk to get anywhere but even if I knew I was paralyzed (chorus) took all the strength i had just not to crumble my rage is manifest but i'm in it for another round (verse2) gonna stand up if I break gonna to look ahead if I'm blind don't have the words but I still talk don't have a view but I know the way (bridge2) no matter what I do the pain remains no matter what I say it won't move away so I have to run to get somewhere but even if I try I am petrified
3.
Speak 04:22
(verse1) When I think of I run out of breath a knot on my throat I can't speak clearly No I can't think think clearly In that moment of senseless violence all just stops for me and I can't speak clearly no I can't think clearly (bridge/chorus/idk) In time I feel falling down what was mine turns to dust I cough my words feelin' like a mute drag my self down it's no use and here it comes again nothing in a shout from the inside get off I want out (verse2) when i reach that I can't help react a flower garden abandoned clearly forgotten clearly now on the same day of heavier weights no one stops for me and I can't get back inside won't come back outside
4.
Hello 03:34
(verse 1) i bide my time i pace the line I watch from the outside i ponder and i wonder and it never seems to end - when it comes over me i feel like running and running away so I can pretend I'm doing something (chorus) you don't say hello you don't look at me you can't touch me I'm out of your reach That's how it is (verse 2) I try my hand don't see land I watch from the inside I mumble and I rumble it gets me results when it comes over me I feel like I'm hiding hiding away the bitterness of failing again
5.
Me 04:02
(verse 1) im waiting for something better i'm gonna push you into heaven I force it out of me it's out there roaming free (bridge) you remind me you remind me Of (verse 2) a feeling presents itself over and over inside myself I can't look in the mirror and I won't open that door (chorus) all the times I felt a stranger in my skin of every thought that could not belong in my head of all the times I could not accept myself if it finally stops does it end (verse 3) if I'm reduced to component parts could you tell who I am im waiting for something better but I'm not getting into heaven
6.
Forget 05:34
(verse 1) familiar faces familiar places I don't know who I am no more how come did I forget to breathe (verse 2) your bribes don't work nomore can't buy anyone like before you're getting desperate now you're getting thirsty now but there's no water for you for you (chorus) How soon we forget so conveniently now how, how soon, we forget we've reached a new low how, how soon, we forget you reap what you sow and how, how did I, forget? (verse 3) I wanna break out I'm going in deeper underground I don't know who I am no more but I let myself be found I live (verse 4) my clothes don't fit nomore can't wear'em like before I'm getting desperate now I'm running faster now but there a problem it's a problem for you for you
7.
So what? 04:18
(verse1) no conditions no orders no joy no pain so I got your name wrong so I forgot my line so what? (2x) (verse2) no time no limits no hair no skin so I mislabeled you so I fell down so what? (2x) (chorus) so I saw the signs all the fucking signs now I'm paying double so I'm buried in trouble no big deal cuz I'm taking the wheel (verse3) tell boss roll over make your bed in hell so I got a rash so you say I'm trash so what (2x)

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This album started as one thing pre-2023, and during 2023 turned into something entirely different.

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released December 26, 2023

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